It is time to officially move on. Meet new people, do new things and try to be happy with where I am in life. Hopefully I will meet someone who will love me for me. Who will be my partner in crime. who will make me laugh and do ridiculously stupid things with me. Make this world a little bit more fun then it already is….Life can be amazing… if you let it be. The world is exactly how you view it. If you only view shit then that is all you are going to get… but what if you viewed beauty… 



This is why the question, what do you even love about me, is so difficult to answer. Because it is everything and nothing at all. It’s the little moments, its the funny stories, its the memories. It is just the place they fill, the comfort and security they give… that makes you not look at anyone else but them.

This is why the question, what do you even love about me, is so difficult to answer. Because it is everything and nothing at all. It’s the little moments, its the funny stories, its the memories. It is just the place they fill, the comfort and security they give… that makes you not look at anyone else but them.


A wise man once told me, do not make decisions based off of fear. For we don’t make smart, balanced decisions when we are afraid. 


De-Clutter De-Stress

I have recently been feeling stressed, overloaded and extremely cluttered in my everyday life. Yes outside forces have contributed greatly to this, but then I began to look at the spaces around me… the two things that are mine and only mine (my car and my room) are a complete mess. A disaster. Shoes are strewn in random places, photos are slowly peeling off of their placement on the wall, things tacked or hung up when I was 9 and havent been touched since. I think it is time for a general de-clutter and a cleanse. Maybe I will feel less anxious if my places of rest are more put together and more of a statement of who I am. Time to take down those pennants, hang up my flags and hell…maybe burn some of the incense that Mozart gave me for Christmas. Hopefully a clear peaceful room will create a clear and peaceful mind. And if not? then the worst that will happen is that I have a cleaner room… which is never a bad thing.


I need to stop always looking in the future and live in the now. For I miss those moments once they pass.

I need to stop always looking in the future and live in the now. For I miss those moments once they pass.



Truth is…

Truth is. I didnt think I would fall in love with you. But I did. Truth is. I never thought you would leave me. But you did. Never be so certain about uncertainties. Life can surprise you and shake you. I am happy that I have loved you. In a way I am happy that I still love you. I am just waiting for life to decide that maybe we can have another shot. A time to start over. To start fresh and discover who we really are without assumptions and certainties. Without the bullshit that clouded our eyes. I want to see the real you. I want you to see the real me. And I want to see where this life can take us.